I am not sinking into the depths of despair, but I do have large moments of time that I could so easily be there. I miss my little collie girl so very much. To look at me, or to talk with me, one would think I was doing just fine. Yet, several times during the days & nights, my eyes fill with tears, I cry silently...or break down completely & sob.
I wrote down my thoughts.
My breaths are filled with sadness.
My pillows are tear-soaked.
The house seems so much larger.
The days so much more quiet.
There is a huge hole in my heart.
An emptiness that cannot be filled.
It's as if part of me went with you. An emptiness that cannot be filled.
Because...
I feel no nudges from your petite collie nose.
I see no expectant looks or wagging tail.
I hear no welcome home bark, no story of your day.I have no tiny feet to trim, no beautiful long coat to groom.
I miss your warm body across my feet as I awaken.
The sun no longer shines just for you.
Oh, how I miss you, my baby girl, my Princess, my woo-woo girl.
My Allegra.
My Allegra.









